01. Reflection Within
02. Delusion of Truth
03. Prisoner
04. The Silence
05. Dawn of Mourning
06. Useless Skin
07. Threnody
08. DOA
09. Divine Sacrifice
10. Desecrated Lives

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Afraid is not the way to live
You wander around fearing the unknown
I can be the one to say
In this world you are not alone
In a world so cold
You are not alone

Now’s the time to turn around
Don’t look back
At the past behind you
Its time to face your fears
You have been mistaken
For the path you have taken
You’ve got to find your way

Look up at the road ahead
Take the path of most resistance
For it is the only way
That you will ever grow
Make this world your own
Don’t look back

Now’s the time to turn around
Don’t look back
At the past behind you
Its time to face your fears
Forgotten, Forsaken
Was the life given to you
Its time to stand your ground

This is now your life

I never want to feel
The agony of defeat
This time I will prevail
I will land on my two feet

Now’s the time to turn around
Don’t look back
At the past behind you
Its time to live your dreams
Forgotten, Forsaken
Was the life laid before
Are you going to live today?

Afraid is not the way to live
You wander around fearing the unknown
I can be the one to say
In this world you are not alone
In a world so cold
You are not alone

 

Don’t you turn your back on me again
And tell me that there’s nothing wrong
Don’t you turn your back on me and then try to say
That it’s not all your fault
Everything that you said was a lie
Now I won’t take the fall

I will not be the one
Who hides in shame
For what I haven’t done

Your life’s just another way for me
Not to understand
I cannot, I will not fall
I will stand tall

Take back everything that you said
Your truths were false
You lied just to cover your lies
I will stand tall

I will not let you bring me down again
I am stronger now

Your life’s just another way for me
Not to understand
You will not, You cannot
Bring me down

No you will not be the one who tries to
Turn your back on me and taint my name

Just to hide your shame

 

I have seen Death in my Dreams
Death to me is not what I fear
It’s what this fucked up life will bring
That drives me insane at night

A prisoner of life
It’s killing me inside

I am at peace when I sleep
The fear of waking up kills me
If I should have to live another day
I deserve at least eternal sleep

A prisoner of life
It’s killing me inside

Wake the fuck up now

I have seen Death in my Dreams
Death to me is not what I fear
It’s what this fucked up life will bring
That drives me insane at night

A prisoner of life

 

Please mother forgive me
I do not know what I do
Through all this life now
I never thought things through

Why can’t you just see
I’ll never be the perfect son you wanted me to be?
You’ve given me the key
To the door of life now just let me be young

Please father forgive me
I wanted to be just like you
I tried so hard but
Everything just fell through

You tried to show me
Everything you knew about responsibility
You tried to teach me
But I ignored you and went down the wrong way

You’ll never understand me
You will never know me
Even though I am your son
You can’t control me, you can’t contain me
My life has just begun now

You don’t understand it’s the way I live
Don’t tell me that I’m wrong
I don’t have a problem
There’s nothing wrong with me
Just know that I’m alive

Why can’t you just see
I’ll never be the perfect son you wanted me to be?
You tried to teach me
But I ignored you and went down the wrong way

Come back
Hey you, it’s that time again
To look around and see who are your real friends
Not the ones who take you for what they see
Behind the mask that you’ll never be

In your world I’ll face my fate
Fake, I will never be
I won’t live my life for you
If I change, I will only change for me

I will try and face myself unlike you
I don’t want to be just like you
I will try to accept myself unlike you
I don’t want to hate myself like you do

Simple minds bring simple thoughts
Hypocrisy brings jealousy
Dead end path and a hollow life
Brings you closer to me

I will try and face myself unlike you
I don’t want to be just like you
I will try to accept myself unlike you
I don’t want to hate myself like you do

Emptiness that rapes the soul
Existence not serenity
A descending arch of ignorance
Takes you farther from me

Hey you, it’s me again
I look around, I don’t see your friends
What have you gone in search to find
Inside that hell that you call your mind

In my world you have no name
A fake you will always be
The answers you’re looking for
You won’t find on your TV

This time around you’ll see
And know that it’s not your fault
I will take this useless skin from you
And set you free

Don’t look the other way

This time if you decide to change
But not for me instead use your brain
It’s not my fault that you’re all alone
Inside this hell where you’ve become a clone

In my world you have no name
A fake you will always be
The answers you’re looking for
You won’t find on your TV

This time around again
Know that it’s all your fault
I will take this useless skin from you
And set you free

Your life will never change
Only stay the same
You will never see the truth
With your closed mind

Her heart dropped and sank like lead
When she found out that her son was dead
She raised her arms up to the sky
She opened her mouth and screamed
She screamed

Why now god, I can’t see
Why you took my son from me
He was my life, He was my soul
I now have nothing left to live for

As he approached the casket
His heart began to race
He wasn’t sure if he could look into his face
He fell to his knees and began to cry
He opened his mouth and screamed
He screamed

Why now god, I can’t see
Why you took my father from me
He was my teacher, my mentor
There was no one who I loved more

Dawn of mourning

I can’t believe you left me
You never said goodbye
How could you even leave me?
I never said goodbye

I can’t believe that you would go before me
And leave me with just these memories

You were such a strong man
I thought could never die
I was such a strong man
I couldn’t even cry
I can’t believe that god would take you from me
And leave me in this world of misery

I will see you again
We’ll be together again my friend

I despise you
And the way you think
You’re life’s in the gutter
Can’t you smell the stink?

Take this blade away from me
Before I kill my friend
This ain’t time for the end
My friend you are me

Your life is all a lie
And all you do is dream
Can’t you breathe through the smoke?
Can’t you see through the steam?

Take this blade away from me
Before I kill my friend
This ain’t time for the end
My friend you are me

Die, I said Die
Kill me
My friend, I said kill me

Take this blade away from me
Before I kill my friend
This ain’t time for the end
My friend you are me

Death is going to change the way I feel

Mass construction, Weapons of destruction
To destroy your own kind
The drugs you take for you to wake
To open up your mind
The fear you create to intimidate
Those that are lesser than you
But those that are wise have already devised
A plan that could destroy you

Nine months in a womb for nothing
Exiting with no life in your heart
The pain it burns, the bitter truth that
You were fucked from the start

Crawling through life with hope in your heart
Never to any good end
You can’t ignore all that is wrong
No matter how hard you pretend
You try to fight for what is right
But others will get in your way
And all that you give in this life that you live
Will all be taken away

In this place of hate and pain
Little survival
New lives are born into this world
Dead on Arrival

Every day is a dance with death
Don’t try to escape
You can’t control what’s left of your life
Just learn to accept

Save me, take me away
Can’t stand this world another day
It brings me down when I’m high
I seek the truth it feeds me another lie

In this place of hate and pain
Little survival
New lives are born into this world
Dead on Arrival

Your soul is mine

I’ve lived in the darkness, afraid of light
Too scared of what I might do to you, to me
Nothing you ever expected of me

My soul is gone
Left behind a broken cold stone
My life infects your life
I’d rather live alone

Result of a tortured mind
A human form with no soul
Revenge in his crimson thoughts
He leaves no life

The taste of sin fills my mouth
I want to spit it out of me, to you
Show you everything that I’ve been through

I long to tear the flesh
Without conscience
I love to bathe in blood
Ravaging the purity
I prey on the weak and innocent
Nurturing the hate inside
I await the day I return to hell
Condemn the evil one

You have waited too long to save the life you’ve lead
Glimpse of pain burns bright and cold
Like the breath of the dead
Permeating right through your head
And deep inside, not to find the truth I hide
From you, for me
To complete what I will be

Feed on your soul, Fear on your breath
Coming death, imminent
You can’t overcome

Feed on your soul, Fear on your breath
Coming death, imminent
You can’t overcome

Unaffected, plague of mortals
Final resting transformed to life eternal

Your soul is mine to take
Before you awake
There is no choice to make
Your soul is mine

 

There you are
Such a strong man
With the blood on your knuckles
From the face that hold the eyes
Of the ones that you so loved

But now they stare with hateful thoughts
Hoping you eternally rot
They are the lonely ones who try to face the day
With all their pain inside

They are the ones who try to say
We are no lesser than you
They are the ones who can’t turn away
We are the ones you call the abused

Next time that you stop and stare
At a bruised and beaten face
Take a look deep into their eyes
Feel the pain and the suffering
The broken glass all around their feet
The belt marks across their backs
Know you’re the lucky one

I can’t take this living with you and you’re violent ways
My dignity has now been replaced with shame
I now pray that you don’t wake to see the sun

No, my life will never be
for you to take away
It’s your fault that you fell
As a man with a family
I tried to forgive
The history of pain that you caused to me

Don’t try to place the blame on me
For what you’ve done to me
Your face will always be
A symbol of hate for ruining my life